{{{Carrie}}} Please look for a new T, one that you will feel comfortable with. Ask the T you now have to please help you find one that you can talk to.
Knowing that you have a problem and telling others about it is a big step. Keep writing down your thoughts in a journal - that in its self is a realse. Write it all done.... I do and it does help and I'm able to sleep after I've jotted down my thoughts and feelings. I have a wonderful support system - loving husband and two sons. But I still get depressed and still need my pdoc to talk to. Please keep posting and know that we are here to listen and help as much as we possiblely can. Bless you!!