Thanks so much. I'm really really nervous/uncertain/reluctant/unexcited/other such similar unpleasant adjectives about discussing this with my mother, but I think it'll all work out eventually... my counselor says he wants me to talk to my two close friends who know about my cutting about being able to call them when I need to by the end of the week -- Friday, he says (which actually isn't the end of the week, but anywho...) and he wants me to email him once I've done it... As for talking with my mom, we didn't really set a deadline, but since my next appointment is on the 24th, I'm assuming it needs to be done by then... :/ Like I said, I'm a bit nervous about talking with my mom, and for some reason, all day today I've just felt like I drank a red bull--I've been edgy and shaking and fidgety, unable to sit still for two seconds, all day freakin long. This happens only when I've had coffee or other such caffeine-filled products, so either that single glass of tea I drank today (and I always drink tea--it never does that to me) had a ****load of caffeine, or it's something else... but anyways, it hasn't helped any.
I might actually try to call my mom tonight to talk to her about this possible mood disorder issue... I thought about waiting until the 19 when I return home so I could do it face to face, but, not to seem selfish, I'd really prefer not to have to see her reaction... It'll be much easier to tell her over the phone, I think...
Well, like I said, I'm sure it'll work out eventually.