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just need some support until i see austin-t
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Feb 10, 2010, 11:32 PM
googley
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deliquesce
i saw austin-t today. we talked a lot, but nothing really to do with the big stuff that is eating at me. we did talk about coping and my SI though. that was kind of ick - he wanted details - and we argued a bit about whether it is ok or not. we did talk about ways to cope and stuff though. i know it's a good session to have, just bad timing when i had more urgent stuff to talk about. i really know he tries his best with me though.
the stuff at home aint going great. i really feel like ***** being here. i finally caved and sent pdoc a txt asking if i could see him, but it means i'll have to take time off work. i hope he responds soon so i can call my boss and let her know. i know pdoc cant make anything better, but i really just want to sit with someone now and he's a good person to sit with. i feel slack for using his time up like that though.
im not really keeping it together. i'm fine when im with other ppl but i cant do this anymore. im panicking and im no good when im like this, because all the good advice i get just falls to the side. im falling apart. i cant do this.
((((((Deli)))))
You can do this and are doing this. You reached out to Pdoc and asked for help. That takes so much strength. You know that you need help right now and you are asking for it. Has pdoc (or austin-T) ever been mad at you for asking for help? That is what they are there for. They care about you and want to help you. But they can't help you if you don't reach out and let them know you need it. I know it can be hard to talk about SI stuff especially when it seems like there is more important stuff to talk about. Like what is behind the SI in the first place. I'm glad you contacted Pdoc. Maybe you can talk with him about some of the stuff you didn't get a chance to talk with T about? Please take care of yourself.
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