pdoc hasnt replied. i was really hoping for a session tomorrow, but it's ok. im just getting scared about the weekend.

im panicking and not thinking straight.

one thing that was weird today was austin-t said he thought i had body dysmorphic disorder. i can understand where he's coming from but i didnt think it was clinically significant. sometimes i wonder if he gets us confused a bit. he told me a lot about himself today.