Deli, I am so proud of you! The moving out thing will get better once you have had time to adjust. It's hard now, but it will get easier!

oh, and about the room size descrepancy, maybe if you two renew your lease you can switch rooms for the next year. My daughter had the same problem and her roomate demanded the bigger room and also demanded the only off street parking space while my daughter had to park on the street in a busy city. But, it evened out because my daughter also got the utility room, and the other girl furnished the living room, so all in all it was equalized. Perhaps there is something the two of you can do to equalize the situation, and if you are paying extra for the bigger room, there is no need to feel bad about it!