First I am very sorry if this has happened to you. This one of the worst things that can happy in therapy. So...I would try to go to my reg doc first. They can usually help you find a new therapist. Now I know this is probably very hard to do since it was a doc you was trusting before. I guess I would also go to trusted adults/friends. So many people have been to therapy and are happy to recommend them if they has a very good experince.

How do you get the courage up to ever go see a therapist again....I don't know. Maybe time, taking someone with you for awhile until you feel at ease again with a new T. I wish I had more to offer, but please do take care of yourself.