I have to run out the door so I will post more (much later tonight). But I wanted to tell you to not be hard on yourself. Your T will understand that you are going through a rough patch and he cares for you. The hug at the end of session is there for you, not for him. He wont take it personally. He still cares about you. He knows how hard you are working and sometimes that requires us to pull back from the supports we have. Please take care of yourself.