tree, I'm sorry you're going through this. I'm sorry this happened to you that you HAVE to go through this.

I can so relate to the feeling of not wanting to slow down, because if you do, you won't ever be done. I want to just push, push, push through the trauma work, too, but I don't think that's going to work for me and maybe it's not going to work for you, either. Maybe it doesn't work like that? I think maybe it's more like a dance, back and forth, instead of a linear race, start to finish.

I don't know, but I'm so glad you are going to see your T tomorrow, and sannah, what you said about T being a witness, it literally brought tears to my eyes.