I feel like that alot of the time. That's part of my problem. And I'll go to my appointment in this mood. I'll tell my T that I'm cranky today. Sometimes I'll just ask alot questions about him which he'll answer. He'll ask me stuff too. And I don't know why, but for some reason it'll make me open up. It's these sessions that brings me comfort. It helps me feel connected. I trust him more. I will have a couple sessions in a row like this and then BAM the next session I'm crying. Like I have a pattern. I'll have 2 maybe 3 sessions where I feel like I'm just venting or asking a bunch of questions. And then the next 2 are intense.

WPOWERS- I'm sorry to hear about your dad fighting cancer.