Thanks, everyone....(and wpowers, I am so sorry that your dad is battling cancer. That is so hard. HUGS.)

I went to my session and had a really hard time talking. Although I told him I didn't want him to, T ultimately ended up calling their in-house psychiatrist, leaving a message that I would be calling him in the next 24 hours and to try to fit me in as soon as possible.

*sigh*

I am so tired of being in this awful hole. Every time I pick myself up, I find myself going right back down.