Thanks everyone!

I had a bad moment today... but the moment sort of passed.. I still need to write a liitle though.

He still hasn't added me as FB friend... that made me angry but after the 'hot thought' had passed I thought well, why do I care. I do care that's what sucks!

My T said something to me last session and I want to share it. we were talking about Mark and about my other friend who violated my privacy by accessing my face book emails...

My T said "what would it take for you to cut a friendship off".. I didn't have an answer... I try to be friends with everyone who is in my life...

My T said "He has cheated on you, hurt you, betrayed you and still you want his friendship"

It's making me think twice about being so giving and forgiving to Mark. Why would I want his friendship? why would I allow myself to care about being friends with him?

I'm stronger that I have been before but he still has the ability to control my emotions occassionally...

My next goal is that no one can control my emotions but me!