((((((Zoo))))) Well, either she wasnt being harsh or she is reacting as you said. This is really difficult.

I dont think I could wait until tuesday to resolve this or at least to understand. What do you think about leaving her a message that said pretty much what you posted. That you dont know if this is a rupture and you feel as if you have lost your safe person. To me, even if T is working on these issues, you are not her T and she really should be responding you as your therapist. This is not a game-playing type of relationship. That you should give her her space etc... I dont think its a terrible idea to tell her everything- that you deleted the message in a half-sleep and possibly misinterpreted her tone and you are anxious about how she might feel toward you etc. Tues seems like and eternity.