I know she's in group right now so if I call her now I could probably have a chance to leave her a message and then she can call me back at her leisure again. I really want to try to work things out between us, I guess I'm afraid she's going to say "what, why, work out what, it's all in your head" but yeah. Tuesday is a loooong ways away. A long time to sit with this.
I'm kind of scared & nervous of what to say, if anybody reads this right away and wants to give me any ideas that'd be so great!!