I've been diagnosed with depression a number of years ago and have a question(not sure where else to post it). I sometimes have what I can only be described as weird kinda of bursts of energy. I don't have poor judgement or inappropriate behavious which I've read is a sypmton. But I jus feel like I can't sit still. There's a sort of fuzzy static in the backround,I can't even read because I can't concentrate enough.there's also been times.there's even been times when my body jus doesn't feel real,I feel trapped or that somethings inside me and I need to get it out(which results in panic attacks and SI) Even tho I feel kind of 'happy' I still feel like my life is hopeless and feelings of SI and suicidal thoughts.
So sorry this is really long.never told anyone that before and jus poured out.reallly would appreciate ANY thoughts anyone has .
Thanks a mil
Carrie