Thanks, Zoo. It makes me feel good that you remembered. I saw my PNP tonight. She said I am not supposed to take Lexapro and Cymbalta together. I was taking cymbalta, had a crash and added 10 of lexapro on my own. She wants me to go to 90 of cymbalta and decrease for 2 weeks to 5 mg of lexipro and then off the lexapro. I am scared sh******! I dont want to give up lexapro! But it affects my sleep too much. I feel great on it, though. I hope cymbalta does it for me. I start that routine tonight. Anyway, Ive been feeling better since I added the lex, but not as good as on 20. Sigh...oh well....

I cant believe how much work I have done on the money stuff. Im realizing that I have a lot of shame around it (after reading Tree's thread). Not in working on it with phone calls and with ftt, but I am going to have to see a lawyer soon and that step is going to be a big one. I dont want to be seen as this f*** up and have him or her (???) be nasty to me. That is what I am imagining. Maybe that is my shame talking.