just wanted to comment that I too feel good to know I'm not alone in these experiences. I think what blows my mind as well is that none of the "normal" people can even fathom what this whole ordeal is all about. I mean, they have noOOO idea what it means to truely not be in control of your own life. To not even kNow what's even going on- to not remember....not relate, even to yourself. I used to think it was like waking up in a foreign country everytday. Or multiple times a day. thanks for listening and sharing... prism.