med changes are hard! I'm glad you were able to see your PNP, I know you were having trouble getting a hold of her. I take 90mg of cymbalta, it's hard for me to say how great it is or isn't though, I've been on it for a few years and my life has changed SO much in that time. I still get depressed, for sure, but I've never met a med that really fixed that for me except stimulants.

anyway, I can understand being nervous about meeting the lawyer but I wouldn't worry too much about them judging you. Imagine what they see in the course of their practice. I'm sure nothing you have to say or show to them in terms of your finances will shock them.