Thanks gravvvy, you're right. He does work all over my area and I know he's a good person, I am just feeling sorry for myself right now. I made a list of things I want to talk to him about and I have this issue as my first thing to say. I've got to figure something out. I want to function at a higher level than this.

You are very kind to keep responding to me, I really appreciate it. I know you were having a hard time, are you getting anymore sleep? Have things gotten better for you?