At the risk of being overzealous, I forgot to include a few things :
I have a pretty bad memory. I do not know where I put things, unless I leave them in the same spot all the time. Like food items, or clothing. When it comes to keys, purse, random tools, etc. Even moments after having them, I have lost them.
Also, I was having obsessive sexual thoughts as early as elementary school, on top of exhibiting the strange sexual behaviors from the time I was an infant.
I have been self medicating with marijuana on and off since I was 17.
My handwriting varies quite frequently. I write poetry, and the handwriting changes when I write. It changes so much, that when I tried to have my last named changed after I got married, the bank told me that my own signature, was not my signature.
I still get migraines and other strong physical symptoms frequently.
I also have sleep difficulties and a VERY intense dream life, which can be emotionally and physically exhausting.
Can multiple personalities operate simultaneously, i.e. experiencing a, b, and c, which are all traits of what would be different personalities, but experiencing it as a community of emotions/thoughts? I don't even know if that question makes sense.
Lastly, can you/have you met alters in dreams before. I have a very vivid memory of meeting myself as a child once. I even wrote a poem about it. I was around 5 and I remember walking along a path and talking with myself while holding my own hand as I am now (or was at the time).
I think that's all in a nutshell.
The merck website listed information in a much different way than a lot of other sources I found. This is part of what led me to explore this direction.
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