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I’m curious to know what you feel when you’re at your T appt. I’m not talking about anything related to transference or traumatic pain, but something different that I can’t quite explain… like metaphysical sh%$.
I’ve seen Ts in my past, but this experience is so different. There are some times I just want to sit together for the hour and not talk… just be. I don’t know if there’s like this energy stuff going on, but it is really interesting. This last session brought something up and I nearly cried (couldn’t believe it! it hit me out of no where), but the feeling was so much larger than pain… it felt like such a powerful moment that may not have had anything to do with pain, but rather a connection in that room, in that moment, all tied together by a moment(s) from the past.
And another thing… this is the first T who has been consistent every week at the same time on the same day. She’s not missed any appointments (She was there the day after XMAS! and New Years!), and it’s been very snowy here and she’s had some illness issues with her mother. It just feels… something… maybe safe?
Does anyone else experience this stuff?
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