I am so sick of everything and I am angry about everything. I hate the cold freezing rain. I hate not having a car, a bed or a computer . I hate not having my meds because they are sitting in my mailbox and I do not have my mailbox key becausd my manager has not dropped it off as promised. I am dizzy have a headache and I am freezing. No heat can make me warm. There are shocks going off in my brain. My nex apartments promised to to come by tomorrow and bring me the mail key but they said that yesterday too. What if they don't again? This feels like torture. Sound hurts, light hurts. I can't stop drinking water. I can't sleep. my whole body hurts from sleeping on the wood floor. I have a voucher in my mailbox for a new bed that can be delivered the sane day as long as I have the voucher in my hand. I am tired of reading about abuse in threads that have no trigger warning and are not even in the abuse forum. They are all over this board and there are too many to report. I hate everything. Tired of throwing up.