I am sorry your having a horrible day, a lot of us are in the cold snowy north, where the sun doesn't shine for weeks at a time, we feel your pain. As far as your mailbox key, I would contact the post office for your city and see what they can do. They might send someone out to open your box right away. Then, call the manager and let them know you have contacted the post office, they might be violating the law by preventing you from getting your mail. As far as people posting in the wrong catagory well, we have all been guilty of that. This is just a forum for support, we are all in our own pain and we are not perfect. We all love and support you. You are a great asset to this forum and I know all of us thank you for your many kind words of support and strength. Your allowed to have a bad day. Take some deep breaths and get a cup of calming tea. Tomorrow will better for all of us...