pdoc has never given me his email, so that option is out. i'm upset because he txted me at 8am this morning, for an appt 2.5hrs away. he only gets in at 10:30, so he must've known.

i dont know if he was doing me a favour or doing the other lady a favour or what the circumstances were, but quite frankly i think it's rude to double book like that and just expect someone (me or the other client) to sit and wait for an hour wasting their time. this has happened on so many occassions now and it really gets to me. he doesn't even have the courtesy to say "hey deli, i'm sorry but i'll be with you after this client" or anything. i just wait and he comes in and i expect to be called and he calls someone else. so i tell myself maybe that client will only be 15-20mins, and 45mins i'm still waiting. i've only walked out once before (i had waited 2.5hrs) but i know he had been massively busy that day - big crisis early in the morning. that sort of thing i can totes understand, but i'm upset about being the first appointment of the day and having to wait even then. that gets to me.

thing is, i adore pdoc and i don't want to feel like i'm telling him off so i dont want to bring this up. he sees me on a massive concession and does bend over backwards for me - i dont want to be seen as ungrateful. i'd rather just tell him that i'm doing well off my meds, that i am seeing austin-t for psychotherapy, and that i'll call his reception in the future should i require a med check up.

anyway. that's life i guess. i guess the good thing is that it's taken my mind off everything else.