Stimulants do that for me, too. I feel great- but I think its not the legal ones that make me feel that way! So much for that option! I took 90 lastnight and I slept OK. It was hard to tell last night, too with my little kids coming into the bed and crawling literally on my head all night. I kept waking up anyway. I feel possibly less wired this morning. Maybe, not sure. Im just worried about how I will do without lexapro and before the 90 kicks in this week and next. I hope my posts dont sound too off the wall this week.

About the lawyer- youre right about that. Its all how I feel about myself and feeling shame. The key here will be to find the right lawyer. I have to go about this the right way and find someone good. That is my next step. Yuck. Next weeks step. My kids will be off from school so I dont know how much I can get done. Might have to wait for the week after. Just thinking about this makes my stomach hurt.....breathe Blue.....breathe......