....death and hell are never full.....
....niether are the eyes of men....
....cats can fly from nine storys high....
....and pigs can see the wind.....

......quote from "the highwaymen"......

This is the best description of the explanation on how I felt/feel at times...

Do yaa understand it?......for me....it is a description/statement/explanation on how to follow orders.....WITHOUT asking WHY.....soldiers are not allowed to ask WHY........WE just follow orders.....Soldiers are not trained to think(enlisted persons)...........WE just DO......Without Thought....WITHOUT FEELING...........WE just DO what we are ordered to DO.....FEELINGS ARE DISTRACTIONS........WE are not human anymore.....WE ARE SOLDIERS...

Distractions take Lives.......................Focus saves Lives.......

Watching my brothers back.........While he's watching mine......

Death is real................and staying ALIVE.......is the focus......

......to make my own peace......
......with my own God..............
......in my own time................

............this is the beauty of life...................

............truths and realities,can be and are at times, very harsh in this thing called life......this post is by NO means meant to offend....

......I once said to God....."GOD I wish to speak the truth" and GOD replied, "are you willing to be ridiculed, ignored and starving by the age of
forty-five"?......and I said "why by the age of forty-five"?....and GOD said "because by that time, you will have become accustomed to it"......