I agree with Amandalouise. Her points are valid and telling. And, just because you have been dxd with 3 different things doesn't mean you are DID. You aren't simply because of that. And being non-compliant with your former psychiatrists tells me that you are Borderline. I think that dx was a correct one. Bouncing from psychiatrist to psychiatrist suggests that you want a certain dx and won't stop until you get the one you want. I think you need to find a psychiatrist, and let that person dx you, and then go on and stay on the drugs that you need to be on. Bouncing from one to another is not good for either you OR the psychiatrist. They will, in the long run, not look at you very long before they drop you for non-compliance. You need to stick with one, regardless of whether you feel you are having the same symptoms as your dx. Sticking with one psychiatrist will also cause a bond that will help being able to talk to each other about problems that you are now not sharing because you aren't going to anyone. Find a psychiatrist and stick with him/her. That is the best thing you can do for yourself.