Hi

Thank you so very much for the replies. I so desparately wanted to hear that!) but if you will allow me to play the Devil's advocate for a moment, some would say that this is the "tongue of the serpent" speaking. To have sex out of wedlock (any type of sex) is to defy God and not be obedient to him. In short, by having sex, I am defying God and spitting in his face (at least that is how some radical, fundamentalist Christians feel from what I'm told). Why is Christianity so strict on sex?. Why is killing soldiers, aborting fetuses, using innocent animals in experiments, slaughtering cows/pigs/chickens, invading and massacuring sovereign nations (woman and children), etc, "ok" but if I want to kiss my girlfriend, suddenly I'm the scourge of the earth??. Nothing makes any sense to me anymore. I'm sorry if I seem like some radical "fringe thinker" but I'm just missing something here and I want to have sex so bad (and I could saftely/easily if I wanted to) that it is wrecking my entire life and making me miserable beyond belief (sort of like offering a starving human man/woman - woman/man (or vice-versa) a steak, salad and baked potatoe w/ sour cream and then pulling it away from them at the last moment. Why do we have to suffer like this?. Again, I'm sorry for my emotional "plea" but I am becoming so desparate that I am about ready to denounce my religion (which would mean hell-fire and doomsday). Of course, I CAN'T do this and so I must live a life of celebacy wether I like it or not because someday I WILL die and God will be my judge. It may be the "right" thing to do but it is definately NO fun and I am sincerely and honestly going NUTS from it.

Again, sorry but those are my true feelings.

- Regards, GreyGoose