im not really sure anderson...if the one who signs is out when you apparently are deaf, then you might have a deaf alter...ask your T this question...perhaps she has some insight as to what may be happening during those times...

im glad you have such a great T...should be very good for you to investigate issues pertaining to your past...i hope you find what you are seeking...and that she will help you get through the most difficult things you face...

peace,

jewels