...no feelin' sorry please...

Just need to say we breakin' in our hearts...seeing the re-trauma...not being able to save...feeling like we could have done more. Only feelings hurt this much...and then tomorrow those feelings will be lessened. They are so damned fickle.

The blow to the guts took our breath away. Then Jesus will come and shine the light on me and this return to trauma, if I wait and reach out and say 'ouch'. Can't take these muscles constricting on my heart. Letting go, letting god, I think, I hope.

Posting here with hope that you will see in this place there is a person who says...thanks for this place...where pieces of sentences are alright.

Beauty for ashes. I want to tell you all that I love you with more than feelings. Please know this.

Much love,
Hunny

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