Rayna wrote: "only found out that the old miserable me is still inside me, I just put her to sleep."

That old us is always with us, in my opinion. It only takes a drink or a drug to bring the old us back out to play. That's why we must stay focused on what's most important to us, our recovery. I'm so glad you found a friend and y'all are meeting for coffee. That should really help. Just remember, we didn't become addicts overnight, and we aren't going to be all better over night, so easy does it.

(((((Rayna)))))