well ps, if nothing else, at least you got some reassurance that your T/pdoc isn't going to be dropping you. That's a great thing! It's too bad he doesn't have the availability to see you more often. Did you ask if there's anything else you can do? I hate to think you're just meant to sit and suffer between appointments (I mean of course you know we love you and support you here but I get that that's not quite the same). There has to be something. Did you look at anything online? Like a therapist online. Some of them offer sliding scales and will charge a certain amount for unlimited e-mails or will do chat or will even do phone sessions. I don't know what your finances are or what you can find online, but maybe it's worth a look?? I don't know but I hate to see you suffering. Hang in there PS!!!!!!!!!!!!!