oh wow..

well my parents are so supportive. they have paid for every treatment for me, and they are about to pay out of the but to put me in a residential psychiatric hospital. they are there for me, but the don't understand me. i am not allowed to talk about my mental illness anywhere but with my therapist and in my own home. hell, my little brother who lives with me doesn't really know what is going on with me. all an attempt from my parents to protect me and him.

me and my sisters are okay. one is a model and is super vain, but i love her anyways. the other is a psychologist, so she loves studying me! she even wrote a paper. it ios fun with her because we can make fun of my situation and i am never offended.

besides that, i really have no one. no friends right now, just the people here and my family.