I have been up most of the night/morning...I have come to the realization that I have been trying to hold onto something that has been gone for a while....I have finally realized that the man I have been in love with for the past three years no longer loves me....I am crushed....I have been trying lately to do everything in my power to keep him...But I have failed..There is nothing more I can do....I can't make him love me...We have grown apart...I have lost who I am somewhere along the way.