I was triggered last night, during a converstaion with bf, he was so upset with himself after what he had said, he kept apologizing, I felt so bad, he shouldn't have to watch his words, shouldn't have to worry about slips of the tounge, I kept apologizing to him and he said "you have nothing to be sorry for, I have a reason to be sorry for not being more consicious of my words, and so does that SOB that did what he did to you" I couldn't help but start crying and feeling like I wasn't good enough for bf, that because of my past I'm never going to be able to be a good partner, he kept reassuring me that I loved him in every way imaginable way and that I was the perfect partner for him, and for the rest of the phone conversation things were fine, but this morning I woke up and during breakfeast it popped up in my mind and I started getting angry...

It makes me angry, in the aspect of I can't have a normal relationship, that in turn what abuser did to me, affects the people around me and my interactions with them.