(((((((((((Sannah)))))))))))) (((((((((((Wpowers)))))))))))))) ((((((((((Byzantine)))))))))))))))

I still have such a long way to go, I will be so very relieved to see T in two weeks, I miss therapy, I haven't had a chance to get to session because of all the icky winter weather...

I'm kinda of working through the anger, I keep telling myself to not let that one thing ruin a whole six hour conversation that other wise was amazing and wonderful, by letting that anger take control in a sense I"m allowing abuser to take one more thing from me...

I just want to heal, to not let abuser take anymore, espically from this relationship, I have had such a hard time accepting love, I already let abuser take so many precious years away from me and being close to my family, I've had to work so hard to let go fo the anger I felt towards them, and to be close, to allow them into my life.....

mehhhh....soooo much to still work through...talk bout red tape huh?