he isn't deployed yet. and it's a forum.. so like.. it's like being here. he would reply to me posting a reply to someone or just something in general and be a jerk or leave a wall comment on my profile. his family is trying to calm him down and make him see reason, which with him is way easier to do in person so i'm glad they are going to meet up with him and see him. unless he has to look you in the eye, he'll lie and put up a wall.

i don't want to move on from him because i love him so, so i feel torn. i just want everything back to normal.