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Thank you for posting. I know that trying to figure out what is going on is hard. I was not DX'd until later in life. I went to a t for a long time and she thought I might be DID but she did not know. At that point I was scared and did not want to hear that.

It was not until years later that it came to light. It was hard to accept but I knew something was happening and I was losing so much time and my migraines were such that could not be stopped with any medicine. I still get those headaches today when I which out. And they really hurt.

I am not sure what you have but I really think getting back into therapy would be good for you. Having a t would help you as you walk through this path. Sometimes it takes years for those within to appear as they are not trusting just as we are not trusting.

For me, I am still receiving and finding out of others within. And some that were present one time went back into hiding after a traumatic event happened and they are just now re-appearing. Slowly and with fear they are beginning to reach out.

So I think the answer is yes to your question as far as having DID and not knowing it. But the best thing you can do is find a t and begin seaching with them. Only you know what is really taking place within but they can help you sort through things that otherwise might not be sorted through.

I wish you luck on your journey. And I hope you will keep posting and reaching out here. Please keep us posted on how you are doing. I know it is trying and hard but there is hope out there. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts.

dps