im usually always cleaning, tidying, straightening up, and the last almost week, I am doing good to get the dishes done and toys picked up, its not like me but I just cant seem to do it, and now that Ive gone a day without smoking, youd think that I would use that to give me something to do, I just really really dont have any energy lately its weird, but the guilt of not doing anything that use to consume me.. is not as strong now.. does this mean im getting better? or am I worse?
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There is a delicate balance of putting yourself last and not being a doormat and thinking of yourself first and not coming off as selfish, arrogant or bossy. We spend the majority of our lives attempting to perfect this balance.
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