((((((((((homealone)))))))))))))
I'm not much use for information, but I thought I'd give you a hug.
I'm not sure if orientation would be entirely important for finding a therapist to deal with therapist abuse issues - but I *do* know you'd have to find a therapist you could sincerely trust. It's hard to find someone we can work with, even harder at times to find one we can trust to get over stuff.

I'm sorry for the stuff you've gone through.