haha thanks guys. I really do think that this relationship is coming to an end. The hardest thing though is that we live together and I don't know how to say "get your crap and get out". I have a very very strong feeling that I'll be moving to Arkansas by myself but just don't know how to even bring it up. Ugh. But I feel like "yeah, we had a good run". I'm starting to figure out exactly what I want in a guy and I feel like, even if he were to stop being so effing negative, my feelings have pretty much died from all this stuff and I just can't get them back. I really have tried and I know he has too but I just feel like it's over.