Lonegael, I had to lay my son down in his crib so much to go calm down, that he hates his crib. Thank you, for helping me understand the doctors, it does make sense, although it upset me so much. I do wish that your doctors would have taken you more seriously. Postpartum depression is a very serious issue. You're not only concerned about yourself, but also for your baby. Yes, my little family, they are blessings to me.

Graciemi, thank you. The anger is so scary to me, I feel like it is an evil spirit. But you are right. I do have a right to feel so angry. Thank you for opening my eyes. That little girl came from a very poor family. She feels like she is better taken care of by that man, because he fed us usually once a day, sometimes not, but usually. I've wanted to help her. She was the main reason I filed the report to the police, because I knew she was still there. When he was stalking me, he called me one time and he let her talk to me for a few seconds. She sounded so depressed. I hope to find a good therapist to. I'm hoping I can go into housing through a mental health place here in my city. The therapists would be right there close to me. I'm just hoping they will allow children into one of their complexes. I have to call them tomorrow. We don't have a regular nighttime residence as of yesterday.