Well I am not sure when I started taking the anti-anxiety medication, but shortly after or around the same time is when my father verbally attacked my mother and adult sister that was just visiting for dinner. I obsessed on it the weekend after and recalled all the things he has done to me. He is a terrible person, but acts cheerful on the phone if ever I call mom and she is not there. Now I am trying to just call her cell phone. I am feeling all right now, after I got out of the house and met with society in different ways. I sort of have another syndrome of whether or not these pets that my roommate got are OK or if they need me around when I am gone, but we managed to go out all day yesterday and everything was as I left and I even took a bath. My father is the clear instigator of anxiety. I think it was after Christmas that I got anxious because of the terrible time I had with them. He is a bit of a lunatic with his hobbies being completely conservative talk radio and TV. Sometimes he even takes notes from the television. It is crazy.
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