sarah said:

When I go through assimilating pieces, when things get rearranged inside and added to and seen differently, sometimes I feel as if I've been dropped into another country.

Or as if my usual way of walking is now entirely different. The world and me in it can feel weird, odd, strange, awkward. Not necessarily bad but usually uncomfortable.

Often I am really tired when I get to the -here it is- point. I think our beings go through more exertion and effort than we often know, all the inside changes can be hard work.

wow! how well you put into words my experience! thank you for the relation, and THANK YOU for being who you are.

i appreciate you.

kd