my mind isn't set up to do stuff that way and yet it's happening. it's wild. but we are set up that way if you think about it. adaptable is key to dissociation survival so the ability to handle strangely complex information suddenly is rather our niche in a way.

it sounds strange and hard and weird. we have utmost faith you'll find ways to further strengthen your lighthouse and allow still more light into those darker reaches. from what you write it sounds like there is more knowledge shared within this lighthouse and perhaps not as many keepers are needed as once were? just an idea from the sounds of things....

((((kd)))) you have courage spilling out of yer ears....you can do this because you are doing it.