I don't know what's wrong with me....One day i will feel like i am buried in a hole and i can't get out, and the next i will be happy and content with life. Like right now I'm happy I'm fine but a couple days ago i didn't want to exist anymore. My thoughts race on and on, I feel so depressed one day and the next i feel on top of the world. I feel like I am going crazy. I'm not sure if it's bipolar or not but i know that this is not normal. I am afraid to go to a psychologist. I'm afraid of what they will say. As long as i can remember i have always been on this roller coaster. It's ruining my marriage, and i know I'm not being the best mother that i can be...sorry for the rant. I am so afraid of what tommorow will hold because I never know what my mood will be like for the day...it sucks. I would appreciate any advice..and thanks for reading this far..-Melissa