Your story is so similar to mine right now....cept rent and utilities ae part of the neglected bills slist cause when you have nothing...you cant pay anythign either.
I really feel for you and totallyunderstand .
Wish I had somethign psoitive to sya or some advice...but I jsut dotn I cant even find them myself. Just try to be strong and have faith things "have to" get better I guess
many hugs
Serenity