I've been in a sexual, physical and mental abusive relationship.
I stayed there for i got pregnant by him and wanted my son to have a father.
After three years off abuse and neclect i was beaten up so badly i had to ses a physician and my husband had to pack his stuff and make sure he was gone the next day.
Then we divorced and i haven't seen him for about half a year untill i was stable enough to enure his presents...we had counseling afterwards and he got into therapy for his behaviouristic problems.

The abusive relationship with my ex-husband still effects me in this way that i will always have to look at my sons face knowing his presence is caused by rape, but i don't hold any crudge against my son.
He is worth to be loved as well as any other child is.
HE can't do anything about his presence tot his earth for I made that choice...and besides...how could i have killed him knowing it when i was actually pregnant?!?

M.A.P. is something different in my opinion, for the eggcell and spermcell may or may not be melted together, but the melting into the womb isn't yet there.