(((((((zh))))))))) of course i know that you're right. i also know that since i've been about 6 information, knowledge and feelings have been compartmentalized. therefore, it feels like my mind isn't setup to have information and feelings all at once. what i keep telling myself is that it's all there anyhow, so it CAN be handled. it won't explode

it's just being taken out of the closets in the lighthouse, sorted thru and the needed things are now being displayed in the main room.
thank you for your gentle reminder and always for your care.
kd