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Originally Posted by jennaorgana
do i keep doing it at risk of them finding out and punishing me even further? for ****s sake... i am 21 years old. when will this end.
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Sounds abusive to me. Since posting here and in your blog doesn't harm anyone and seems to support you, I don't see where anyone should be in a position to tell you to stop.
BTW, I'm opting to reply here to something you mentioned in your blog:
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...those of you educated in the art and form of bipolar disorder would easily identify my experiences thus far as manic or hypomanic. any other day i would completely agree with you, but the fact of the matter is that i am depressed.
(an unusual feeling: anxiety over hospitalization, 2/14/10)
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I've seen something of the sort referred to as a "mixed episode" -- for instance,
here,
here and
here.