My T has said that I have a touch of OCD. I don't count things, wash my hands over and over, or check locks several times before leaving. I don't have intrusive thoughts. One thing in particular is that I have to have things orderly. I can be very **** about it. Things have a place and it must be in that place. And I tend to surface clean. ALOT. I can't leave dirty dishes in the sink and go to bed. I have a hard time ignoring the dirty laundry. Even though there is barely enough to do a small load. (I'm getting better) The funny thing is I don't care about what the inside of a closet or drawer looks like. They are usually a wreck and I can't find a thing! Hmmm....kinda like me. I look all put together on the outside but I'm a mess on the inside. Hadn't looked at it like that before.
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